★ That's the fact that you love me , baby .

Sorry for not updating my blog . Been busy with my babylove ; si pantat arab .

Everyday been meeting him . Penat pun ade jgk tapi dah syg nye psl , anyting will do for you pantat .

Can still recall 16 August si arab make me cry like ppn giler . I spend my time with arab pt ang mo kio . On that day i already promise him to sang him a song Lagu untukmu Isya ,

Tapi tk nyanyi . Nak kuarkan suare dah mcm bisu sak . But all the day , when lepak he keep on singing lagu saat terakhir song . Aku pun tk tau . Before nk alek , we hang out pt my void deck . I know the next day is his court case , tapi he say tu lawyer nye fight case , Dier tkya turun . Aku pun sedap hati jugak lah kan .

He started to show the sweet msg that i use to send to him . He save it . I started to cry . I cried on his shoulder samapai baju si pantat tu basah . Still remember he say ; Daddy bukanye nak tinggalkan baby , tapi kalau keadaan memaksekan i have too . Daddy tak rela tengok baby nanges kerana daddy . Daddy tak rela tengok keadaan baby mcm ni . Dalam hati aku ; tau pun kau tk rela nk tinggalkan aku . Ade lagy die nk cabot tagging die . Kau kelaka kepa daddy ?? I did told him , if he ever ran away or cut his tagging me and you is over .

Die pun nanges .. So i started to change topic , i said i wanna go home . I asked him to accompany me go bugis the next day . He say ok , but i got bad news to tell you .

So bile aku sampai umah , tengah makan . si pantat tu msg aku today is his last day . KIWAK ! matae mane tk binget seyh . Kau bilang aku last minute siol . Otak terus sot . Tapi airmate jatuh . He started to msg me sedih2 , aku pun dah mcm tkde energy nk type lagi . Da plak tu , aku rase nk demam . bla bla .. He say bsk meet him pasal die nk kasi sumting .

Besok my sister accompany me meeting my boyfie . He pass me letter and sato packet of tissue . I cant tok to him takot aku nanges . So all the way my sister and him jek berbual . Then at last i tok to him , i say i wanna hug him for the last time . The shirt that im wearing on that day is the day when i first tym meeting him . Banyak memoris dengan die but i cant say it out . After he send us to bus stop , i quickly open the letter and read . Sumpah aku tk faham tulisan die , tapi my sister help me out . Airmate jatoh sey . He gave me bracelet , he said ; Daddy want you to wear this bracelet on ur tangan yg cacat . So i wear it . At last he col me up , he didnt turn up on his court . He take MC , pasal die sakit . Haiz .

Penat doh aku nanges . Entahlah , i cant be happy alwaez . The bear that he gave me will be ibarat mcm die . I will hug that bear each tym i miss you pantat !!

BABY IRIN LOVE DADDY ARAB (:

Yesterday meet my babylove , first day puase tk puase . haha . Bukan tknk puase , tapi tkle puase . Go down mit him at ang mo kio . Spend time with him . He super sweet . Both tk puase , prangai sak satu2 . Semlm kt sane raining . Payung pulak patah , kecoh sia . Haha . He send me to bus stop , when im inside bus , he msg me and ask me to keep this msg if i love him ..

Aww baby , walaupun kite matae baru je , but i can feel loved wen im with you ..

Meeting him later , cant wait !

Last two daez , cabot my lesson . Mit my boyfriend outside school , then go paya lebar and eat . After that go tampines met my sister . While waiting for my sister , i saw this so call "Bapok" . His name is "Jelita" . He stay hougang sia . haha . He with his other two friend . Si jelita marah2 dengan sape nta , beh guees wat ?? He show is puki sia . He say "Ingat pompan sorang je ade puki ? Aku pun ade . OMG ! They standing beside us . Me and my boyfriend nk walk away . This jelita nye kawan said "Btw , ur guy look so gorgeous ". I smile and walk away . My boyfriend nk patah alek nk maki dorg , but i say dont . Kecoh sia .

9 August im attached to my babylove , Arab . Wadoi , 1st time met him he told me everyting about his past . And yeah , dapat tau he budak lane . OMG ! I straight away told him , "Baby , sowie to say this , but i need to be honest with you ". He said , "Ape baby ?" . I said , "I anti bdk lane , as you know which i come from". He said , "You mind having a boyfriend bdk lane ?" . Korek die peh rahsia semua , he is from my kawan peh side . Which i know , dorang ni semua suka maen2kan . I slow talk with him , whether he mind with my skin colour ke tk ? He said , i love you for who you are . Sweet kan ? Bla bla ~~~~~

I hangout with him kt hougang , then mit my sister . Time pun pass so fast . I wanted to send him back , die tknk . He want to send me back . I said , "im going to ntuc buying something". He say , nvm i company you and ur sis . The sweet part , he carry all the things by himself . Until reach my void deck , then he pass me all the thing . I said to him , makesure alek terus . dun mit up with ur gangster , remember you wearing a tagging . I take lift went up , dari atas tgk die jalan mane . He msg , dear i love ue , muackz !!!! .. He super sweet .

I miss you ayhim aka arab (: